Timing

Everything happens when it is based off of God’s timing. The universe works together to provide mankind with the ability to do and become better, for the purpose of him and us. Purpose is not always clear so we have to listen to his silence to feel his voice and presence. Circumstances change as well as people, so surround yourself with those thay make listening effortless and easy. The answers and guidance we seek comes in all forms and we use his timing to gather all of the information that is needed, to provide the world and its people forevermore. Listen to the lesson being taught! What is it saying to you?

Trusting YOUR process

Nobody tells you how hard reality really is. It takes you in directions that you know and don’t know, leaving you to trust in yourself and your knowledge.

When you have a career it kind of becomes your daily routine and not a possibility of a well earned opportunity to do more and live freely while doing what you love.

We work and go home thinking of what more can we do to make ourselves better so we can allow the people who need us, to be better for themselves as well.

Getting stuck in a moment where we see the fault of our ways can overlap the fortunes and finesse that guide us and keep us from going in separate ways.

Trusting in a dream is valuable but having the support is necessary and irreplaceable. Trusting your process is a self lesson that only you can work out and pit the effort forward into making you a new reality.

Sacrifice

What is the ultimate purpose of being a mother? To make sure their children have all the things that make them better people and happy. I as a mother have had to sacrifice the things I loved most. My child.

No mother wants to say they are unable to care for their child but sometimes circumstances make the situation unexpected and without control.

No matter what anyone says, I love my child enough to sacrifice this small moment of our lives to provide and protect him for our entire lifetime.

What I cant do now in this present moment is not what anyone can expect but to see a smile on my child’s face is worth the days I miss him like crazy.

I sacrifice my happiness for my son because thats unconditional love. Love that is realistic and without conditions and control. My heart hurts but his heart smiles joy and as a mom, that’s what we should do, in my opinion.

I hurt now but trust in God’s plan that my days will be full of giggling and joyful memories that make this moment a little set back in time. My love is necessary to make sure my child lives up.to his full potential. My sacrifice is my testimony. My comeback is the best way to show God’s love for my son and myself so I wait patiently as God’s temperance paves my way.

The eye of the storm

I look to the sky to remember what storms I’ve overcome. The tornadoes are constant and move my heart and soul in every direction. I rise, fall and stand or stay still hoping the eye sees my pain and grants me safety.

Haven’t I endured enough? I yell ” why me lord” ? His answer, why not you! I’ve spent seconds reflecting the anger felt inside for centuries of my families ways.

I do what is unwanted, always reminding myself to do better for the sake of all mankind. The tornado is my thought, the wind is their opinion. I sit only while the eye of the storm centers itself embracing the seconds of calm before the storm.

I hear screams of helpless souls, although, I’m still in surroundings of all, i can’t help others without risking harm to myself . I resist the urge to prove whats right for you, but wrong for myself. I cant help anyone without risking myself.

The calm before the storm us lonely. Survival is powerful. God heals those that seek his Everlast love and his purpose is chosen for us gracefully.

In the eyes of God

In the eyes of God, what can I do for myself that is not seen as unlawful or of a challenge. The anxiety feels like tiny bubbles dispersed throughout the joints and bones of the body interrupting any body of mind.

PTSD is feeling the effects of my childhood continuously because I chose heart over mind. I saw my past living In Their future and present thoughts. Constant thoughts of negativity cloud my mind but will never disrupt my judgment or perception

The fear of falling asleep drowns my eyes with tears and the sadness is reversible if the particular situation in changeable and adaptable. The lost sense of the common man resides in the heart of the body and soul of a present senses current life.

Grieving the loss of a relationship and not always seeing or understanding where faith has fell off in my life, clouds my mind again. Acknowledge the action and not the person for that behavior was taught and never corrected.

courage

Courage is one thought, idea, grand prepesctive that a person accepts as a priority in their lifes purpose.

To seek the knowledge of the wise and share the stories of all. To help pevent the future from repeating the past. All people and their ideas should never be fear and any judgements based off another perspection shall be cleared.

We live one life but not in one way. Deciding to take a path that is positive and forward moving yet understanding the consequences of any detours. Remaining calm during the chaos and bringing comfort amongst the reviled.

Impossibly possible

When you feel like quitting, remember why you started on your journey in the first place.

At the end of the day, A cycle is repeated when one thing ends , a new beginning begins. Constantly reminding myself that a t what I do in the present day could impact the rest of my lifetime in a positive or negative way.

When you walk into a new door, one has to remember to always close what they left behind and trust in God that my experience will provide me with the practical information necessary to live an abundant life.

I am who I am because I understand who I was at the times where all hope was lost and my prayers released into the world were all that I had and needed. I released my worries and gained insight to my purpose and my purpose only.

Set backs will always happen but when the comeback from them arise, that thought you had is no longer an existence you must live. I can do anything because I know what I cant do most of the time mentally and physically. I trust in my flaws and change them into glorious words and emotions to improve thyself and be the best version I can possibly be.

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